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1987 - 10/5

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 17:23:00 -0700

The joy of God entered my heart during meditation tonight - most wonderful. In it the blessing of God, Master, and our Paramgurus. God so tangible - such a special blessing. Pure divine joy.

1985 - 6/28

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 19:15:00 -0700

Tonight around 9:30 I was thinking of Master and the OM came so loud - prevading me with such a great peace. I was "still" and absorbed in it - then of the loved words of the OM song - then to think of the centers - and then to remember so many special times with Master and his words to me. The times also in the super conscious state [during sleep] so wonderful. The peace fills my mind, feeling, body and thoughts. Thank you Master so much for your great blessings that are still with me as I write.

1985 - 6/21

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 19:39:00 -0700

Birthday

A spiritual blessing - all day was filled with great peace and withdrawn from all else, such contentment. A most special inner stillness - and as if part of great oneness in the peace of God - from Master in God.

1985 - 4/19

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 19:34:00 -0700

Late this afternoon the OM is great and loud in my ears - so wonderful to be so blessed. It had been almost faint for a couple of days - but now is here.

1985 - 4/13

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 18:03:00 -0700

Tonight the OM came resounding in my ears and through me - bringing a great thankfulness, peace and contentment - thoughts of God - Spirit and Master filling my mind. (my first words in this diary - 1985)

1982 - 12/29

Wed, 09 Jan 2008 22:54:00 -0700

In 3 hour meditation with Bernadette on the first part of Genesis (listening to OM - and seeing light and deeply absorbed in the words of Genesis - first lines) God and the word (cosmic vibration) and the light. I cried afterward - so filled with the beauty of attunement with God - in my heart. A spiritual pervading of this Divine Blessing.

1982 - 3/9

Sat, 05 Jan 2008 17:32:00 -0700

A great spiritual peace - the whole night from midnight on and into whole morning. Prefect Peace - in 9th meditation with Bernadette - there was such stillness around me - in body, mind, room. Hours of greatest stillness pervading room and me. (no outside sounds either) But this was an inner stillness. A rare and wonderful blessing.

1982 - 1/21

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 19:52:00 -0700

A blessing pervaded me of Great Contentment and Loving Peace.

1982 - 1/18

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 19:45:00 -0700

A Spiritual Healing. A traumatic happening, but from darkest despair was lifted into complete peace - just as if the other had never been. A true blessing from Master. A spiritual healing instantly. Most amazing to experience. How wonderful, my holy Guru.

1981 - 12/31

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 19:39:00 -0700

Meditated with Bernadette over - 3 hours - until 5 a.m.

1981 - 12/29

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 19:37:00 -0700

A very wonderful meditation with Bernadette. Great inner peace and stillness. Into a realm, deep and holy of God.

1981 - 12/19

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 19:33:00 -0700

Long Meditation with Bernadette. Concern over P's letter to come visit. Would love to see them, but don't know if Master's guidance permits.

1981 - 12/17

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 19:31:00 -0700

Letter from Daya - with 1949 new printing of "Whispers."

1981 - 12/16

Tue, 23 Oct 2007 21:07:00 -0700

Divine healings in meditation in early a.m. of the 16th - 2 to 3 a.m. Soul - yearning for God (I know meaning) of spirit - and woke with back energy - filled in spine - normal health after weakness. Master's Blessing.

1981 - 12/15

Tue, 23 Oct 2007 21:04:00 -0700

Affirmation in meditation was - "God, please come into the stillness of my Soul," and I threw out thoughts and only had the yearning for God - deep yearning.