The joy of God entered my heart during meditation tonight - most wonderful.  In it the blessing of God, Master, and our Paramgurus.  God so tangible - such a special blessing.  Pure divine joy.

Tonight around 9:30 I was thinking of Master and the OM came so loud - prevading me with such a great peace.  I was "still" and absorbed in it - then of the loved words of the OM song - then to think of the centers - and then to remember so many special times with Master and his words to me. The times also in the super conscious state [during sleep] so wonderful.  The peace fills my mind, feeling, body and thoughts.  Thank you Master so much for your great blessings that are still with me as I write.

 Birthday

A spiritual blessing - all day was filled with great peace and withdrawn from all else, such contentment.  A most special inner stillness -   and as if part of great oneness in the peace of God - from Master in God. 

Late this afternoon the OM is great and loud in my ears - so wonderful to be so blessed.  It had been almost faint for a couple of days - but now is here.

Tonight the OM came resounding in my ears and through me - bringing a great thankfulness, peace and contentment - thoughts of God - Spirit and Master filling my mind. (my first words in this diary - 1985)

In 3 hour meditation with Bernadette on the first part of Genesis (listening to OM - and seeing light and deeply absorbed in the words of Genesis - first lines)  God and the word (cosmic vibration) and the light.  I cried afterward - so filled with the beauty of attunement with God - in my heart.  A spiritual pervading of this Divine Blessing.

A great spiritual peace - the whole night from midnight on and into whole morning.  Prefect Peace - in 9th meditation with Bernadette -  there was such stillness around me - in body, mind, room. Hours of greatest stillness pervading room and me. (no outside sounds either) But this was an inner stillness.  A rare and wonderful blessing.

A blessing pervaded me of Great Contentment and  Loving Peace.

A Spiritual Healing.  A traumatic happening, but from darkest despair was lifted into complete peace - just as if the other had never been.  A true blessing from Master.  A spiritual healing instantly.  Most amazing to experience.  How wonderful, my holy Guru.

Meditated with Bernadette over - 3 hours - until 5 a.m.